behind every untrusting girl

is a guy who taught her to be that way.

EWWW

pink eye owns my life..skipped school again today because my eye was oozing grossness..just thought you would like to hear that...lol its disgusting!!

Stupid

being a girl sucks..and i am pretty sure any girl would agree with me, right?

bored

I get to go to the Brad Paisley/Carrie Underwood concert and we have backstage passes..be jealous!!!!

• Quizzotes!!

• Some people wish for a fairytale ending
• I'm wishing for a story

• I need a boy to give me a good hug and say,
• "I'm sorry my gender sucks."

• you say i should stay with you,
• that Jesus forgives you
• you pray i will but i won't
• the difference is...Jesus loves you, i don't

• Wait for the boy
• who will do anything
• to be your everything.

• The best boyfriend you'll have isnt the best looking,
• the funniest, or the richest.
• its the one that makes you feel gorgeous,
• hilarious, and like a million dollars.
• He makes sure you know he loves you.

• so that's it.
• i'm shutting my doors
• and putting my walls back up
• i'm closing my curtains
• and removing the welcome mat
• i'm blocking everyone out again,
• because it's so much easier than feeling something.

• we were gonna bust a move;;
• but were too white.---lol!!!

• SHE ALWAYS LOVED TO HELP OTHER
• PEOPLE FIX THEIR MISTAKES, BUT SHE
• NEVER SEEMED TO BE ABLE TO FIX HER OWN

• when it comes to it,
• i let them think what
• they want and if they
• care enough to bother
• with what i do then
• i'm already better
• than them anyways

• Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all of your cash. Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Get angry. Be the first to say I'm sorry. Scare yourself at least once a day. Sing out loud. Smile often. Dance in front of the mirror. Laugh at a stupid joke. Cry. Get revenge. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Let someone know what they are missing. Laugh until your stomach hurts. Live life

• should i shake your hand or kiss your cheek,
• convince you it's not lust, its chemistry.

• you listen to your modern music,
• go ahead & whine along,
• you're so busy being different you don't realize,
• you're all singing the same song.

• And you ask why I haven't talked to you;
• Well maybe it's because you slowly
• pushed me out of your life.
• I'm glad you're finally noticing.

• & All at once the crowd begins to sing.
• Sometimes we'd never know what's wrong
• without the pain. Sometimes that hardest thing
• and the right thing are the same.

• i used to be normal; until i met this loser that i call my best friend.

• 

Cowher's unthinkable Folly

Nobody was surprised when Ricardo Colclough muffed a punt midway through the fourth quarter Sunday and, essentially, cost the Steelers a winnable game against the Cincinnati Bengals.

You don't have to be a coach, scout or player to know this much about Colclough:

HE CAN'T CATCH!

That's why so many people were questioning coach Bill Cowher coming into the game, wondering why he would keep putting Colclough back there -- never mind putting him back there on a windy day with a critical game on the line, protecting a 17-14 lead with 8 minutes left.

It was unconscionable, really. Incomprehensible. It made Cowher's decision to leave Tommy Maddox out there in the second half of last year's Jacksonville game look like a stroke of genius.
Colclough's been misplaying punts since the early days of training camp. It didn't stop once the regular season began. He misplayed one in each of the first two games -- luckily recovering them -- and was averaging a robust 3.0 yards on his first two returns. He muffed a few in warmups yesterday, too.

I'd rather see Ricardo Montalban returning punts.

The only good return Colclough had was in the preseason against Carolina, and he spiked the ball before he was tackled.

All of which was why I asked Cowher at his news conference last Tuesday if he was going to dress rookie Willie Reid against the Bengals.

Reid, you'll recall, was drafted specifically to return punts. In order to dress him, the Steelers probably would have to de-activate one of their other receivers. I'm guessing they could get by without Santonio Holmes or Nate Washington for a day (Quincy Morgan sure would look good on this team, wouldn't he?).

Meanwhile, running back Najeh Davenport continues to dress and not play.
Anyway, Cowher glared at me and said, "Probably not."

Now, Reid didn't exactly light it up in the preseason, but if the Steelers weren't going to dress him, Cowher should have had Holmes out there late in the game.
Holmes, after all, has been the Steelers punt-return man inside their 10 because, Cowher said, "we feel good about his hands."

Nobody feels good about Colclough's hands. As usual, he tried to catch the punt above his head. It plunked to the ground and bounced off his leg. Cincinnati recovered at the 9 and scored on the next play.

Ballgame.

"You can put that one on me, as well," Cowher said, throwing it in with a couple of costly personal fouls his team committed.

For all the Steelers' blunders, this game was theirs before Colclough's muff. They were dismantling Cincinnati's depleted offensive line and had sacked Carson Palmer on three of the previous seven plays. They were running the ball at will.

After the Cincinnati touchdown, Cowher sent Colclough back onto the field, along with Holmes, to return a kickoff.

Yet, after Cincinnati scored again to make the score 28-17, Cowher kept Colclough on the sidelines and replaced him with Ike Taylor.

Having a little trouble making up your mind, coach?

Colclough actually had the nerve to confront Cowher after Taylor went in.

"We talked about it," Colclough said. "I mean, he's the coach. He's going to make the decisions. He's going to make the right decisions."

Not if he ever lets Colclough return another punt, he's not.

grr

WHO DEY....GONNA SEND TO JAIL NEXT???? GET OVER YOURSELVES BANWAGON FANS...GEEZ..and also QUIT CALLING/TEXTING ME...i watched the game and saw the outcome..and thats all i got to say

Is anybody out there

Does anybody see

That when the lights are off something's killing me

I know it seems like people care

Cause they're always around me

But when the day is done and everybody runs

Who will be the one to save me from myself

Who will be the one who's there

And not ashamed to see me crawl

Who's gonna catch me when I fall?

When the show is over

And it's empty everywhere

It's hard to face going back alone

So I walk around the city

Anything, anything to clear my head

I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home

Who will be the one to save me from myself

Who will be the one who's there

And not ashamed to see me crawl

Who's gonna catch me when I fall

It may seem I have everything

But everything means nothing

When the ride that you've been on

That you're coming off

Leaves you feeling lost

Is anybody out there

Does anyobdy see

That sometimes loneliness is just a part of me

Who will be the one to save me from myself?

Who will be the one who's there

And not ashamed to see me crawl?

Who's gonna catch me when I fall?

Who's gonna catch me when I fall?

Who's gonna catch me when I fall

And not ashamed to see me crawl?

Who's gonna catch me when I fall?

The Day Has Come...tomorrow

Yay! we get to play you guys..you will have to look really hard for me cause i am painting my face and wearing a jersey..its like "where's waldo" but with me!!!

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive,

carved my name into his leather seat...

I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights,

slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Friends

Last night I had a dream of my friend Kristin. She was the one that died when I was younger and I have been thinking about her very often these days.. I always wonder how she would look, act, and how close we would be if she was alive today. It hurts me just thinking about it because she didnt get to live very long. Its like you take your friends for granted sometimes and I hate that I do it because I dont know what I would do without any of you! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Sunny days seem to hurt the most

Wear the pain like a heavy coat

I feel you everywhere I go

See your smile, I see your face

I hear you laughing in the rain

Still can't believe your gone

It ain't fair you died to young

Like a story that had just begun

But death tore the pages all away

God knows how I miss you

All the hell that I've been through

Just knowing, no one could take your place

Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be today

Would you see the world

Would you chase your dreams

Settle down with a family

I wonder what would you name your babies

Someday's the sky's so blue

I feel like I can talk to you

And I know it might sound crazy

Sunny days seem to hurt the most

I wear the pain like a heavy coat

The only thing that gives me hope

Is I know,

I'll see you again someday

Words of Wisdom by Coach...

apparently i am "high strung" and love attention, who knew?

doesnt he realize that I do it because of him?!?!?!

Don't cry to me.

If you loved me,

You would be here with me.

You want me,

Come find me.

Make up your mind.

QUOTES!!

and i pinky promise when we're old,

we're gonna be best friends.

chasing each other in nursing homes with our motor scooters <3

A person is only complete when she has

a true friend to understand her,

to share all her passions & sorrows with,

& to stand by her throughout her life

Maybe we don't always look our best,

and maybewe don't always make

all that much sense, but

none of that matters, the

only thing that does, is

that we are Best Friends

Today I am over you,

but tomorrowyou'll probaly do something like smile

at me, and then I fall in love with you

all over again.

dont want to like him anymore and i just can't,

im obviously not good enough

and im not going to sit around and wait until my chance..

until im good enough for him..

so im just over him. but theres seriously something about him

that makes me like him so much.. since i met him,

there was something about him that makes me go absolutely crazy over him

Don't waste your time worrying about boys

boys will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like youchances are you don't like them either.

Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you

you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours.

Waste your time with friends

live for the moment, laugh often,

be immature, do anything and everything.

If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, because your friends are what matter most.

When you have your friends...you have everything.

He's the kind of guy you could think about all day.

You see through the imperfections he has.

In fact, you don't see them at all.

There are a million things you want to say to him,

but when you see him, our mind clears of all thoughts.

You understand him more than he thinks. If he only knew.

Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life.

Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking,

the harder it becomes to know what to say, or how to ask for what we really need.

I hate the way you can push me to the limits with the things you do,

then you know just the right time

to say something sweet to make me fall in love all over again

and i forget every little reason why I was mad.

FUN!

so my computer was never not working because of a virus or anything like that. The real reason my computer wasn't working was becuase a messed up wire or something like that...now i dont have aol or yahoo musicmatch or microsoft word or sonic cd burning..my computer now pretty much sucks..other than that my life is pretty much swell. I love my friends and what they do for me. tomorrow i am going to Raymond Walters during school and then a home game and then me molly sam brittany becca and robin are chilling at sams house and then on saturday i have a wonderful game at ross..then hopefully the tractor show with linz..fun fun then church on sunday and also avaries bday party!!! woo-hoo!! my phone was dropped into a sink with running water therefore my phone isnt working..greaat i have to get my project done since thats what i am supposed to do today..


ps if you could only see coach...he looks am-za-zing!!! white collared shirt and black dress pants

emily!!

ahh

ok..i am terribly sorry if i havent talked to you guys in a while..my dumb computer won't turn on and it seems like i am the only one who cares (in my family) I miss you guys all to much and i really want to see you. I am on my schools computers "illegally" and they dont let you on myspace..so hopefully i will check soon! alrighty then..talk to you later

ahh

ok..i am terribly sorry if i havent talked to you guys in a while..my dumb computer won't turn on and it seems like i am the only one who cares (in my family) I miss you guys all to much and i really want to see you. I am on my schools computers "illegally" and they dont let you on myspace..so hopefully i will check soon! alrighty then..talk to you later