ok i need to vent

ok first of all, people make mistakes and I am far from perfect. I know I am supposed to try to be perfect for the sake that Jesus was perfect. Its hard and these few months have been really hard. My parents as well as other people might see me as this wonderful person but it kills me that I cant talk to my mother and father about the things im going thru. If I did bring it up they would have a heart attack. August was definitely the hardest month. I had to actually tell my parents the mistake I made. They told me that I was the last person they thought that would do that. But come on, I will make mistakes and I will definitely learned from them. But I guess people don't realize how hard today is with peer pressure and all that jazz. People need to stop assuming someone is perfect. I am glad I have came back to impact. I felt like I wasn't worthy to go because of what I did. But it helped me ask for forgiveness from God and it made me realize how dumb i was for thinking that. Id rather not talk about what I did but just know that I make mistakes and I am trying hard to regain my spritual strength.

ANYways..I love you guys for every encouraging word you have said to me..it helps me out a lot!